Day and Night

Hey there! How are you?
So... I really felt like posting something even if I'm super busy so A while back I wrote a piece so I thought why not post that, it is called Day and Night. Here goes...

Day and Night

The morning crept closer and on the horizon you could see the colours starting to show. The red and orange were so bright and so beautiful that you got lost looking at them. It is as if you could see Apollo flying across the flaming sky in his golden chariot bringing about the day and lighting up the darkness.

As the colours once again tinted the sky in hues of red, they knew it was the end. The day had come to pass and now that the sun has set the moon rises and takes its place. But unlike the sun which is forever alone the moon has brought her friends the stars and together they shine on.

It is not much but keep in mind that I'm still learning. I know it is no excuse but still try to understand that I'm trying to achieve my dream and that I'm working hard to do so so respect that if not me.
Love Ver.
  xoxo

Friends...

Hey! So I'm back from Italy...I had a blast and didn't want to leave but at the same time I missed my family and friends here in Malta. Hmmmm what shall we talk about let me see....Okay got it lets talk about friends.

So this subject has been explored and discussed quite a bit...understatement right?! So lets start with what a friend is. So a friend is a person no matter the age that you feel confident with, someone whom you trust, whom you know is always there for you no matter what. Now that we established that we need to distinguish between real friends and fake ones. I personally have had a fair share of both so here goes.

Real friends don't judge you. They always try to help you and even if you fight you always forgive each other. Real friends don't talk behind each others' back. They always stick together and experience life's up and down together. They are rare but once you find them they will stick around.

Now, on the other hand fake friends are your "friends" for their own benefit. They use you and when they obtain what they want they ditch you, throw you away. Even when you're together you may think they're honest but they don't make you feel special or loved. They judge you harshly and seek to undermine you.

Okay are you with me so far? So lets proceed.

Now let me give you a couple of my own experiences with fake friends. So when I was younger i.e. a couple of years ago I had these group of friends whom I loved very much and I thought they loved me but it wasn't so. They seeked only to become more popular and wanted to look good in the guys's eyes so since I apparently didn't cut it they simply ganged up on me and ditched me. I was broken hearted and thereafter I made some bad choices in my life. I now know that it wasn't fault but theirs even though back then I used to blame myself. I felt useless ugly and a loser. I cried myself to sleep and didn't want to talk about it to anyone so I kept it all in. What they did to me was wrong. They left me broken and bleeding but I should have opened up and talked about my problems instead of keeping everything inside. However, this experience has helped me become the person I am today and even though it hurt a lot I am now stronger for it.

Now let me tell you how I met my soul mate, my best friend ever. She is beautiful in soul mind and body and I love her a lot. We are like sisters. We do everything together. We love each other and we can't live without one another. We used to know each other before but we were never friends. We talked to each other but never really felt that connection until around a year ago when the school systems brought us together for our English class. When we saw each other we felt a sense of relief and we immediately clicked. From that day on we became the best of friends and we are still going strong. We have comforted each other, we have laughed together, cried together and we have been there for each other every single day. That is friendship. It took me a lot to find the one person who loved me and understood me, who saw me for who I really was and even though I'm not perfect she loved me for it and I do too. It was a difficult road but I finally found her and I am never letting her go no matter what.

Okay so those were my stories. I know that it is hard to distinguish between the real friends and the fake ones but once you find that person or those people who truly get you you'll be the happiest person on earth. Trust to get there it is hard and tedious and you'll end up broken hearted more times than I can admit but don't give up cause there is always light at the end of the tunnel.

Hope I helped. :)

Love Ver.     

Strenght

Hi!! So I'm still in Italy but it felt weird not to post anything
 I wrote this poem today I think it is really nice so I decided to share it with you. Hope you like it I definitely do so without further ado here goes ... my poem Strenght

Strenght

More than ever I was alone
Broken hearted, bleeding
No one cared, no one knew
I was alone.

But I didn let go.
I rose up and fought.
It was painful.
It was tedious!
Never would I let them win,
Never would I give up.

Today I can show for it
My strenght bears me witness
I won and they were only cowards.

Love Ver.
Xoxo

Packing is stressful...

Okay so HEEEEEEY!
Tomorrow I'm leaving for Perugia Italy and I won't be back for a week so I won't be posting. Sorry :'( I promise, however, that I'll make it up to you :) So ... since I'm leaving tomorrow lets talk about packing. Why? you ask. Simply because I'm not done packing yet. Fun right -_- So it s going to be pretty chilly there so I had to take a lot of chunky sweaters and stuff to keep me warm, I thought they wouldn't fit but *miracle* they did :) Hehe.
I know I sound crazy it is the stress and anxiety talking and maybe a little bit my excitement. So a little piece of advice. When you're packing to go somewhere make a list of what you need to take because I can guarantee you're going to forget something. I have resigned myself to it but it always helps especially if you start your list like a week before you pack. Okay another piece of advice, this one is school related, so if you have a test do yourself a favor and study because you'll end up stressed. I studied hard for mine and I still ended up stressed especially if every test counts since the exams are around the corner. This is all for today I'll see or better I'll talk to you when I get back.
Love Ver.

P.S These songs are freaking amazing
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vIi57zhDl78
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=go2b07t18mo

Makeup....What I have been liking

This is the makeup I have been reaching for the most in the past month or so. I love all the products and I adore the brushes which are mostly real techniques and then some random ones. I, however, don't wear all this makeup everyday as I don't think I need it. I generally just use some concealer, do my brows and put on lipstick and maybe mascara. Pretty simple right. While I love makeup I don't feel it is indispensable. I enjoy collecting it and using it but I can and do go out without any makeup on and I still feel beautiful. We don't need to be defined by how we look or what we wear, the most important thing is to be ourselves and have fun. And don't forget to surround yourselves with the people you love because they are the ones who boost your confidence the most not your makeup.
Love Ver.

My latest work...Broken

Broken

I don't dare dream
I don't dare hope
I don't, I don't.
It only brings pain
It offers nothing
There is no gain.
The pain, the pain
Can be so great.
I can feel my heart break.
Every heart-string screams
Every cell rebels
And with a tear stained face
I end my tedious race.